Wednesday, June 16, 2010

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I jumped into the smartphone bandwagon. In many ways it's cool, I just wish the built in camera takes sharper pics. The resolution is so bad that it makes me look like a drunk photographer. Funny thing is they look super fine when looking at them on my Palm Pixi.

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This is Roxi. I know her Russian owner Sergei through my Kyrgyztani roommate, Artur. Roxi found this little spot at Makapu Beach last Saturday. She now owns this spot.

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The steps taken today both cluttered and cleared my mind. I started off listening to the Soldier song by the Killers. Halfway through the hike I took my headphones off and that's when I heard nature. The birds were gossiping amongst themselves and I really didn't wanna join them so like a respectful citizen of the natural world I gave the birds their space. Soon enough I heard my own voice, "How much of myself does it take to be entirely responsible of my existence in this state of my choosing?" The answer is everything, and everything I am feels good! I am where I wanna be.

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Under a tree next to a creek was a perfect spot to chill on top the Makiki Trail. Sometime back then in my childhood this has happened before. It was a glimpse of carefree times that my mind transported to. In a way I am sure there is the underlying search for past decisive moments that still play in my head. Hawaii is full of nature, and this fact easily takes me there.

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It didn't take long for another hiker to pass by with her dog which looks very much like Jethro. I couldn't help but to get up to pet the dog. As I did, traces of my best buddy and our camaraderie stung me - then I thought of Chicago. Beyond snow and the lake effect cold Jethro is there and much more, the foundation of how I got here is there.

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Different times and places fused within my head and this trail aint even over yet. I put my headphones back on. When Landslide started to play I thought of Joe and Karen, my friends of 16 years. They are going through the passing of their grandma. As homage to their Lula I went in search for a good shot. This photo did not come about while hiking the trail, but it was during my bike home.

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2 comments:

  1. sarsi, i love the last pic. its perfect. thank you.

    i also love seeing photos of your new surroundings. keep them coming.

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  2. we saw jethro. sofia was playing with him, then he started running around all crazy and scared my baby girl! hahaha

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